Super proud of myself for planning meals for the week! It will make things easier and ensure that we waste less and save money. It’s good for me financially, emotionally. AND physically. :) :) :)
24 years old. Queer. Indiana/New York. BA in Gender Studies. Counseling student. Germanophile, writer, reader (see my books here), feminist, runner, writer, lover, nerd. More about me :) In recovery from an eating disorder & PTSD, living with depression. Trigger warnings always apply, please take gentle care. What's up, babycakes?
Went out to dinner with boyfriend after a lovely day. Went to the bathroom. Without thinking, I just went on auto-pilot: toilet seat up, paper in the bowl, me on my knees. I was literally 99% there barring other possibly triggering details, but I just stood up and walked out. I don’t want to throw away a good day into a fucking toilet. I’m sick of this shit, and I’m so proud that I had it in me to resist an urge today. 10 days without purging and proud!
That is AMAZING. I am so proud of you. I totally understand about the auto-pilot thing, it happens to me also. Being able to walk away from that is a really huge accomplishment. Good job!!!