Struggling, so time for a list.
1. Remember that today is a very very difficult day.
2. Drink tea while listening to Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and cuddling with Errol or some other cuddly stuffed animal friend.
3. Make the bed and open the curtains.
4. Go to the mall & Target for some wedding errands. Indulge in a fuck-you-ED treat. (If feeling like a sweet thing, maybe a donut? If feeling like a savory thing, maybe pretzel bits?)
5. Come home & clean bedroom.
6. Set up guest bedroom for Linds.
7. Head downtown for big brother’s 29th birthday party.
8. Even if it means extra transit time or slight annoyance, find a way to get home tonight. Too much going on this weekend for crashing on Matt’s floor.