“I’m the slow-dying flower, the frost-killing hour, sweet turning sour and untouchable.”
Natalie Merchant, My Skin
(Source: zuluza, via thesecretivestars)
23 years old. Queer. New York. BA in Gender Studies. Germanophile, writer, reader (see my books here), feminist, runner, writer, lover, nerd. More about me :) In recovery from an eating disorder; living with PTSD. Trigger warnings always apply, please take gentle care. What's up, babycakes?
“I’m the slow-dying flower, the frost-killing hour, sweet turning sour and untouchable.”
Natalie Merchant, My Skin
(Source: zuluza, via thesecretivestars)
Thank you so so so very much for helping me through many hours of crushing late-afternoon sadness, hopelessness and despair. Like, seriously.
Love,
Laura
(Source: recovery-and-happiness, via fyoured)
If you are ever considering raping someone
please consider
that this is what you will create. This 22-year-old “successful” (graduated college with an A- average, in a healthy relationship with a wonderful guy, generally well-liked, fancy-internship-having, well-read, etc.) person has spent her entire morning weeping on and off & is sitting here clutching her stuffed animal and stuffing her feelings down with food.
And God knows how long this shit will haunt me.
Don’t. Don’t don’t don’t don’t don’t hurt any more children.
James Taylor- Carry Me On My Way (October Road, 2002)
"Sie hat keine Lust mehr auf sich selber."
-Nina Pauer, in Wir haben keine Angst.
(Translation: “She has no more interest in herself.”/”She doesn’t feel like being herself anymore.”/”She doesn’t enjoy her self anymore.”)
(Source: fragmentsofasong)
epic ptsd attack. anxious, near-tears, battling memories…oh please stop.
currently trying: hiding in bed (under blanket, with cool water and both my real puppy and stuffed puppy) and reading The Steadfast Tin Soldier. If this doesn’t work…writing? Calling David? Crying? I feel awful
untitled by terrygraham123 on Flickr.
I’m really lonely. I think I need to go outside but I’m overwhelmed. And I’m terrified that if I have a crappy first day home, or a crappy first week, I’m going to ruin my whole year.
Hey Tumblr! I am trying an Audible account for free! So I get 2 credits which means I can download 2 books. Right now I want to download one for a few long bus rides since I can’t read in cars/buses and want to be entertained/doing something mildly productive. I have come up with these options :
The Gnostic Gospels by Elaine Pagels
Three Junes by Julia Glass
Mighty Be Our Powers: How Sisterhood, Prayer, and Sex Changed A Nation At War by Leymah Gbowee
Nothing to Envy: Ordinary Lives in North Korea by Barbara Demick
What would you listen to?