WHY IS THERE NO ELECTRONIC FULLTEXT OF LIKE ANY OF THE ARTICLES I NEED???? THIS IS AN R1 UNIVERSITY WHAT IN THE FUCK
24 years old. Queer. Indiana/New York. BA in Gender Studies. Counseling student. Germanophile, writer, reader (see my books here), feminist, runner, writer, lover, Nerdfighter. More about me :) In recovery from an eating disorder & PTSD, living with depression. Trigger warnings always apply, please take gentle care. What's up, babycakes?
OKAY. I have 8 pages written. I am going to read one more article and skim one other. Then I will add in what I find there, write the conclusion, and do the references page. It will be finished by 10 pm tonight.
But right now I need to print my ethics paper & the proof of the IRB tutorial and walk to the education building for class. And then go to a meeting from 5 - 6 pm. (sigh).
Then I’ll get home at 7, CLEAN, make dinner, bake, and finish the paper. I CAN DO ALL THE THINGS.
today: up late ish. feed & walk the dogs. breakfast. (job)work for a few hours, quiet and content, bon iver pandora station playing, dogs snoozing, and both of us relaxing in this beautiful house. now: lunch (leftover lasagna, yes) and then shower & head into the cute little town. a bit of Christmas shopping perhaps. home for schoolwork & maybe a nap. put on semi-nice clothes and go out for dinner. home, maybe movie, & bed. :)
today: up up. shower. dress & hair etc. bus downtown. bagel & smoothie for breakfast (YES). education library: study for test (9:30 am). 9:30: first exam of graduate school shitdamncrapahhh. finish test & head to David’s office. tea while reading for theory. lunch. more reading for theory. 2:30 - 5: theory. head home. quick/early dinner. prayer group 7 - 9 pm. home: bed early.
today: think POSITIVE because I was up way too late last night but ALL THINGS ARE GO! leftover pumpkin cheesecake for breakfast (yeah baby). shower. dress & zip off to campus. study assessment AGH. lunch on campus (lentil soup probs) whilst skimming ethics readings. ethics 1 - 3:30, learn about licensure oh BOY. moar assessment work while on campus. head home at around 5:30. brief tidy. dinner. dishes. study assessment! oh joy oh rapture. pack bag for Wednesday & set out clothes etc. bed by 10:30.
Getting work done feels good. I so enjoy my classes and my professors and I love the feeling of being organized and productive!
Not having enough funding does not feel good.
Literally entering every single homework assignment for the ENTIRE term into my homework website/iPhone app.
FEELS SO GOOD