Why do I bother looking at cute clothes online when I know I am too big, tall, and ugly to pull any of them off? And too cheap, besides.

Welp. Time to get up after a night with diarrhea so I can make the hour-and-a-half long drive to internship. Yay, commuting long distances to work for free while sinking into debt! 

Not freaking out. Have written the abstract and introduction. Have at least 14 good articles to use. I can write this paper. I can write this paper. I can write this paper.

And if I get a B in this class…big fucking deal. One B in a sea of A’s is NOT THAT BIG A DEAL, LAURA. REMEMBER WHEN YOU USED TO GET F’S? 

I don’t wanna go lead group ;_; wahhhh

my current feel. ugh, graduate school, I hate you.

my current feel. ugh, graduate school, I hate you.

(Source: mockinggranger)

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WHY IS THERE NO ELECTRONIC FULLTEXT OF LIKE ANY OF THE ARTICLES I NEED???? THIS IS AN R1 UNIVERSITY WHAT IN THE FUCK

OKAY. I have 8 pages written. I am going to read one more article and skim one other. Then I will add in what I find there, write the conclusion, and do the references page. It will be finished by 10 pm tonight. 

But right now I need to print my ethics paper & the proof of the IRB tutorial and walk to the education building for class. And then go to a meeting from 5 - 6 pm. (sigh). 

Then I’ll get home at 7, CLEAN, make dinner, bake, and finish the paper. I CAN DO ALL THE THINGS.

FINALLY working on my paper on Persistent Complex Bereavement Disorder

today: up late ish. feed & walk the dogs. breakfast. (job)work for a few hours, quiet and content, bon iver pandora station playing, dogs snoozing, and both of us relaxing in this beautiful house. now: lunch (leftover lasagna, yes) and then shower & head into the cute little town. a bit of Christmas shopping perhaps. home for schoolwork & maybe a nap. put on semi-nice clothes and go out for dinner. home, maybe movie, & bed. :)

today: up late ish. feed & walk the dogs. breakfast. (job)work for a few hours, quiet and content, bon iver pandora station playing, dogs snoozing, and both of us relaxing in this beautiful house. now: lunch (leftover lasagna, yes) and then shower & head into the cute little town. a bit of Christmas shopping perhaps. home for schoolwork & maybe a nap. put on semi-nice clothes and go out for dinner. home, maybe movie, & bed. :)

(Source: luna-moon, via modernhepburn)

today: up up. shower. dress & hair etc. bus downtown. bagel & smoothie for breakfast (YES). education library: study for test (9:30 am). 9:30: first exam of graduate school shitdamncrapahhh. finish test & head to David’s office. tea while reading for theory. lunch. more reading for theory. 2:30 - 5: theory. head home. quick/early dinner. prayer group 7 - 9 pm. home: bed early.

today: up up. shower. dress & hair etc. bus downtown. bagel & smoothie for breakfast (YES). education library: study for test (9:30 am). 9:30: first exam of graduate school shitdamncrapahhh. finish test & head to David’s office. tea while reading for theory. lunch. more reading for theory. 2:30 - 5: theory. head home. quick/early dinner. prayer group 7 - 9 pm. home: bed early.

(Source: chasingm00ns)