i can’t do anything right, can i, mom?
yes I am a loser and my eating disorder reared its ugly head and prompted a crying fit about how my legs look 4x as big as they did three months ago and now I am hiding in my boyfriend’s closet playing games on my iPhone even though the plan had been to go grocery shopping and make dinner for David when he gets home
Maybe I can still do that…uugh
I feel like I bother people just by being alive
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untitled by terrygraham123 on Flickr.
I’m really lonely. I think I need to go outside but I’m overwhelmed. And I’m terrified that if I have a crappy first day home, or a crappy first week, I’m going to ruin my whole year.
Posted 9 months ago
#shit #feeeelings #eating disorders #lonely #loneliness #perfectionism #I suck #help #photo #image #pathetic
#shit #feeeelings #eating disorders #lonely #loneliness #perfectionism #I suck #help #photo #image #pathetic
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this except starting at, oh, 3:30 pm. I’m at the 3 am stage now.
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Posted 10 months ago
#alone #crying #fuckup #loser #I suck #I should have killed myself already #no #fuck yourself #you stupid ugly fat whore #photo #image #text
#alone #crying #fuckup #loser #I suck #I should have killed myself already #no #fuck yourself #you stupid ugly fat whore #photo #image #text
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