I feel like I bother people just by being alive

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goldasponyboy:

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I’m really lonely. I think I need to go outside but I’m overwhelmed. And I’m terrified that if I have a crappy first day home, or a crappy first week, I’m going to ruin my whole year.

goldasponyboy:

untitled by terrygraham123 on Flickr.

I’m really lonely. I think I need to go outside but I’m overwhelmed. And I’m terrified that if I have a crappy first day home, or a crappy first week, I’m going to ruin my whole year.

this except starting at, oh, 3:30 pm. I’m at the 3 am stage now.

this except starting at, oh, 3:30 pm. I’m at the 3 am stage now.

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tw: food blah blah eating disorders

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am I so impossible and whiny and needy and awful and scared all the fucking time? Ugh ugh ugh

110% convinced that everyone in the whole world hates me, besides maybe my mom (maybe) and maybe my dog (even less likely). Equally convinced I’m horrid and awful and deserve it.
I’m sorry. :(

110% convinced that everyone in the whole world hates me, besides maybe my mom (maybe) and maybe my dog (even less likely). Equally convinced I’m horrid and awful and deserve it.

I’m sorry. :(

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keeping calm. ugh. and going to therapy. EBhdahearaeng;djsbuhiBpy!

keeping calm. ugh. and going to therapy. EBhdahearaeng;djsbuhiBpy!

today in stupid babyish laura

1. epic tantrum while baking because I’m stupid babyish etc. and food upsets me (“this is why I hate food, because it doesn’t fucking work for me, not eating or making it or anything!” — runs upstairs — slams door — wow real mature laura)
2. I want a huggable-sized stuffed animal puppy more than anything 
3. I do not want to do work, I want to cry in bed with stuffed animals and children’s TV shows¬†

ETA: Maybe I want a stuffed animal frog. GOD WHO KNOWS WHAT I WANT IN LIFE